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[02 May 2006|05:53pm] |
Katlyn Kristaaaaaa, hiii loverbutt, i love you. && youre birthday is gonna be amazing. Have a wonderful day. & if it just so happens that its all one big blurr, then may it be a wonderful blurr filled with hugs humps and kisses from every sexy boy in a 20 mile radius.
so lets drive until we dont know what road signs to follow
Fucking love,
Ann :-)
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[11 Feb 2006|08:01am] |
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its jsut another one of our broken fairy tales
i'd still die for you
youre still everything to me.
i'd do anything to take this all back
syawla - - evol sti
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[06 Feb 2006|08:24am] |
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNA MARIE!!!!!!
you are all that i could ever ask for in a best friend.... i hope 17 is an amazing year for you. You deserve the best girl. Haha from purple forest to kenzington, and the hill, detroit, road trips with my mom AH, driving around aimlesly- - - with no real destination... ever, unless we're on a road trip...duh, all our early mornings without school, all the boys and the times at the trailor, the secret missions and the ghosts, the inside jokes, the times we almost killed ourselves cuz i cant drive and the secret languages that no one understands but us , im so glad i've done all of it with you. Im so fucking happy to say your my best friend. I will be here forever Ann. I will do anything and EVERYTHING to make sure your day is spectacular. Were invincible baby... anything could happen.... I LOVE YOU DEAR!!!!!
BESTS FOREVER AND ALWAYS - - - HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANN!!!!!!!!!
WAITERRRRRRR!!!
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[28 Jan 2006|08:32am] |
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i woke up to sirens
and i couldnt help to think
they were out there with you
paralized and overdoesed
on anything and everything
all i have to go on is your
9 missed calls and voicemail
left at 3 am
with your trembling voice
saying no matter what-- you've
loved me always and will forever
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[22 Jan 2006|05:54pm] |
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so i thought i'd do a little update... lifes been goin EXTREMELY welllllll. grounded again-- not like it matters. haha this weekend was amazing got to hang out with mike wed. thurs. fri. sat. and today.... :-D and in case your wondering everything is amazing with us and couldnt get any better....
ANN is still my best friend ^^ duh and we.ve been hanging out as much as possible i fucking love you girl:-D
all in all everythings good comment bitches
What's the point when my dreams are infected with words you used to say. I will breathe in a moment. As long as I keep my distance. I wouldn't want to go messing anything up.
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[06 Dec 2005|09:43pm] |
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Excuse me while i fall apart
today my life completely came crashing apon me, I'm suspended for 10 days for being caught with anything illegal ive ever had on me at once...im on probation and will go to JAMS weekly, community service and 2 sets of counslers, possible expulsion....haha if i ever had any chance of graduation i pretty much just flushed it down the toilet
i've completely lost my parents, trust, respect and love... hah i've recently ran away, been kicked out for skipping SO much school, and have come home with a suspension...this is all one HUGE slap in the face, how fuckin real weed is, i've never even considered it a drug untill now... fuck this it used to be my best friend... the whole time i was sitting in the office just crying i felt like i just wanted to light up a cig, which he took both full packs of mine and i wanted to smoke a fuckin bowl but he took that too and my weed... i was in trouble for distributing, even tho i didnt share her name (girl you are one of my best friends and i would do almost anything to keep your ass out of any trouble. i love you dear. haha i'll ALWAYS rememeber this as one of the best mistakes.... it was almost worth it)... i'm honestly mentaly addicted to the high, it completes me and makes me so happy... i dont know how to stop when its in front of me every day...so officially i am a non weed smoker and a safe cigarette smoker (cause we all know i cant stop that), a full time out of school student who will be on house arrest pretty much for the rest of my life....good thing florida is coming up i need a vacation and a drug free one hah... kinda.... w/e this fucking sucks and i hate school and life as of now...
fuck this
anna your my best friend in the whole entire world i would die for you im sorry about averything thats happening lately dont replace me while im gone..hah i might have to kill you if your sittin at rels lunch table when i get back... i love you with all my heart you are my world and the only thing i thought about that whole time i was in there was how bad i didnt want them to know you were my friend so that you didnt get searched either... your the smart one tho and probably had nothing on you, but still... better safe then sorry... im here for you thru anything and im always going to be.... i love you more then life itself....
your nothing but a reason to live
twenty years from now i am gonna look back,
and remember that you were that one person
who could turn every frown into a smile in a
few simple words. that person who lifted my
head when i was losing faith in myself. that
one person who carried tears on her shoulders
after every fight, every break up, every death.
that one person who always knew what i was
feeling by the look on my face. that one person
who accepted who i was when everyone else
laughed in my face. that one person that
accepted every decision i made believing that
id make the right decisions. that one person who
knew who i really was. that one person that made
the biggest difference in my life. my best friend.
So we bottled and shelved all our regrets
Let them ferment and came back to our senses
Drove back home and slept a few days
Woke up and laughed at how stupid we used to be
We'll get over it
Sad, strong, safe and sober
We'll move forward
And know where we went wrong
But "you can't go home again."
comment<3 love
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[27 Nov 2005|11:41am] |
hey cool listen
so once apon a time this girl katie went to go get tested for ADD leaves with anti-depresent pills haha what
aright moral of the story i feel silly right now so im gunna write a little story...
today im supposed to go sledding with so many different ppl ann han karen chay kar nick liz? hah yummmy
one mroe weekend till canada with my brent baby and only like 2 weeks till florida with ann:-D
mmm talking to brent right now n im so happy...
lifes pretty good right now... love basically everything and anything... except for the select downer days... we all know what causes those but im FINALY able to look past it...
this break is all one big blur so far? but its ok i like it kinda.. its a happy blur...
got to talk to chay liz AND kar last night... im on a roll i miss those three sooooooooooooooooooo much... cant wait to see them today....
mmm so much love
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[22 Nov 2005|02:53pm] |
so honestly i know your reading this i need you to know
how much i still care about you...
your the last person i think of
before i go to sleep and the
first person i think of when i wake up in the morning
you really are my evrything
and one little obsticle
will NOT get in my way
i would give anything and
everything to have things back the way
they used to be
please forgive me for all
ive done to you... you are
my second half and i would
die for you...again and again
i hope you write back to my
note and rememeber everything
that used to matter
you truely are the love of
my life... im so lost without
you
even after everything thats happened
you still give me butterflies
i would die to be able to
jump into your arms like
last time... just hold on
and never let you go.
your the most amazing person
i have ever met and you deserve
the greatest out there...
which is definatly not
myself. but what your doing
right now isnt you... she
never meant anything to you
when i was there.. she was
the one we used to laugh at
and wish horible things apon.
dont erase me yet, im not
ready to let this go....
i love you
enough said....
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haha ew look at that emo ass ecrty from last night..
aright listen
im so in love with life right now
every single person that matters to me
is with me...like always
im very zen right now? haha ew im reading a book!
yea wassup nigs im READING A BOOK
and i love it... i cant put it down
i went shopping with my mommy tonight...
had sum bonding time... told her
im NOT grounded anymore.. lol so guess
what... im not coming home tomorrow
anna was sick today like a fool... i missed her
stupid people are being stupid... like
always... ive made the asumtion that i have abouttt
11 girls that i love in the whole world
and to the rest of you bitchesss
FUCK OFF
my three favorite boys are back in my life
and i could not be any happier
i think its just the way you make me smile
you've always done it
its the Bay smile.... and its back
i've missed you...
i just dyed my hair and i look like a
grandma... but so does anna...
we go down together... haha i love her
LOVE
i need to feel you..
you are the light
thats leading me
to the place
where i find peace
a.g.a.i.n
I LOVE YOU
comment on how happy you all are:-D
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[13 Nov 2005|09:46pm] |
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warning you all now this whole thing is a complaint so stop reading if you dont care
so tonight i get an unknown number calling me fone and get this
him--did you get the box i thru at your mail box??
me--no
hung up
k so i go running around outside calling all my neighbors and finally find the "box" i was looking for.
inside this box i find two ripped up teddy bears and every picture that i still had hung on my walls, all over my scrapbooks, and the ones that filled my photo albums...DESTROYED...every single journal entry in the journal thrown in there was crossed out...
so jeremy...you can erase me... you have my permision to never ever forgive me, for all i've put you thru, i just want you know how bad that hurt me, I have never cried so hard over one boy. You wer my first love and you will always be the boy that i'll never forget, from my virginity to my heart, you stole it all... your the boy i'll tell my children about. I have yet to even consider forgetting you. i will always and FOREVER love you jeremy thomas. i will always be here for you whenever you need anything. fuck i'll give you advise on how to treat your new girldfriend, b/c your the one who taught me how to make someone smile. You are the most amazing person i have ever met in my whole intire life, without a doubt... im so hurt that you think of me so deiferently... I hope my box was a little less hurtfull then yours. I refuse to forget you, or erase you in anyway. I still have my favorite pics of us floating around, and all my journal enrties spilling my heart out about how in love i was. I love you so much that i hate you. i cant stand seeing you in the halls, i hate the way you look right through me.
ugh... nothing really else to say except i love you bay....and i always will... your friend i will never ever ever leave. no matter how much you want to get rid of me. we're more then that. and dont even try to tell me we're not. be safe.... be good... i'll be thinking about you always.
other then that shit^^ lifes been amazing... absolutly amazing.. got to see everyone that matters this weekend... theyre was a little bit of ryan, cory, nick, bill, wlater, rapheal, jeremy k, SCOTTY, alex, kody... CIARAAAA..... spent all weekend with anna as always... AHH i saw ingrid... and lou... omg you girls i fucking missed you....
k.. thats really it... im broken tonight i'll try again tomorrow...
smile eveyone-- tomorrows monday.....fuck that
we'll call it a promise that we both broke, we'll hind in the photographs and notes we wrote... and when i see you again, i'll smile my best smile... because i'll rememeber us at our best, and not our worst...
p-s...i love you
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tomorrow marks the day of mine and annas....umm 2 year;-) anniversary... dog years...
k today sucked... bad... i fuckin HATE school and everyone in it except anna becca rel andy and the very few boys that are cute enough to distract me from my school work... oy
had to work like always and im pretty pissed about it... but whatever
got to see scotty for like half hour which sucksss but i was happy i got to see him for a bit... haha he makes me soo happy... fuck
me and anna had ana amazing weekend... got to play with western boys, hannah karen karmyn scotty, jer, and to be honest with you i have no idea what else i did this weekend... made a new friend taylor... fuckin in love with that girl... ahhh
no school thursday FINALLY... all we ever do is bitch about school not realizing that its over soon... and when its done were not coming back... so im livin it up right now gettin in as much trouble possible... i want to remember every second that i spend with my friends... even tho i have no idea what i did yesterday... but all the moments spent laughing till we piss ourselves, will never be forgotten...even with all my old friends... chay kar jay hay i still remember all the good times i had with u girls, everyone at DD what the fuck where did u guys go... all my western girls.. ing rach lou... ciara-- whos dissapeared... i hope you read this and remember how much i love u baby... i will never forget all our trips to honey tree and just chillin makin up stories out of letters on the wall at work... you truley are an amazing person and i really do miss you...and of coarse jessica...
ooo jess pants after all we've been thru and all the shit we've talked... i will ALWAYS have love for you girl... you were the one that stayed with me thru all the bitchy moments and the breakdowns.. and im here for you always... no matter how many ex-boyfriends i have to go thru to get to you... i love you jess...
aw cute-- so really im amazing right now... lifes good as fuck trying to keep a smile on my face thru most of it
10-14---i know you'll read this sumhow... but i want u to know i will never EVER say i miss you ever again... because i dont, no matter how much pain i put u thru u cause me 10 times more hurt everysingle day.... your the one that wakes me up in the middle of the night with swollen eyes and a wet pillow... i honestly would give anything to make u disappear... i hate this i hate us...
i want sum fuckin comments on this about how bad u all wanna play with me... ^^^
<3<3were only liers but we're the best
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our dreams they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photgraphs
Im so happy... im am SO happy... SO FUCKING HAPPY
hah seriously... i cant remember the life time my days have gone so bad yet ive been having the best month of my life...
schools a fucking waste of time... and my friends are my life... everythings going good with him:-D
all of these moments might just find their way into my dreams tonight
friday = me, him, nick, rel, anna, corey = sleepover... no sleeping... taking a midnite road trip to the highest point in wixom to scream... as loud as we can...and let go
this time im gunna scream a lil louder
we look at the stars*...and watch the sun rise... orange faces... all smiles.
i fucking love you anna marie samson... you are my best friend...from burning to screaming away the past, and laughing our way into the days to come... your my other half..K SIS?! hah im here always for you.... and i will NEVER make fun of your fake tits--i pinKy promIse
its not always e a s y...
CHAY's b-day count-- SATURDAY,,, haha i havnt forgotten about you dear... i'll be your first phone call... i love you and miss you more then you know... happy almost birthday!!
ok haha sneaky section... im on the fone with him right now... can i please just let you know that im completely head over heals... hes a.m.a.z.i.n.g.... his voice makes me so snuggly...im full of butterflies...yummyyy
nothin else is really new... im excited for this weekend...
play date with HANNAH and KAREN yesss--cumm
im pretty grounded right now tho... i need to get outtt
comment... i probably miss you
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
there is not enough time
there is no combination of words that i could say
but i'll say it anyway
its always better when were together
<3<3
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theres new pics downloaded on my webshots so go click on the link in my profile and look at me:-D haha k thanks
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ahhh so tomorrow is halloween
but most importantly today is Rel AND Karas birthday!!!
so to two of my best friends in the whole wide world... like top ten? lol i love u fucks with all my heart... kara, i still have ever single picture of you and i hung where everyone can see....and Rel girl i dont even know where i group would be without you... lol all the good times ive had, half naked with your ass... i love you both VERY VERY much
ANNA MARIE LYDIA SAMSON... what the heck girl your my best friend of all time...
k just thought u should know... i love you sooo darn much
the past while has been fun as heck just livin it up as usuall and makin life fun... hangin out with scotty a lot... new best friend lol absolutly in love with him and jeremy... dang
tired as fuck but im so excited for tomorrow... work then TRICK OR TREATINGG
as football players with the girls.. yummy
you make me complete... completely miserable
LEAVE ONEEE
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last night what amazing
both my school won their games!!! fuck yea central and northen
after the game i went to RELS with glenn, ryan, anna, rel, andy, john, sarah, aaron, molly, tim, ceclie, and i really have no idea who else was there...
but i had an amazing time
got home an hour past curfew and pretty much got the shit kicked outta me lol dad was so sad with me...
anna rel andy and molly i love you girls sooooooooooooo much!! your beautiful
today were burring my g-ma... and its hella cold outside...but i'll be a soldier for her... yeass
really nuthing else to say except last night FINALLY recovered me from the 4 months of sadness... thank you... even tho he owes me another....
life is good... talking to jay again, he has a gf... weird? but i still love himmm tons and tons...
i dont really talk to HIM anymore... but when i do... im always smiling.. ive kinda desided im happier without you... all you ever do is make me sad...
so really tho.... anna gets her own section...
I LOVE YOU!!!!
k...
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From the lack of sleep and the bloodshot eyes
To the nervous kiss and the butterflies
Does this make any sense at all
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